Hi everyone. I have been a success story for a few years now. I have given Dr. Sarno's book out so many times I lost count. Recently though, it seems to have come back, and it's pissed this time. It makes so much sense that it's TMS. I have a new baby, I am crazy stressed and def have anger and rage built up. But I am not really hiding it. I have a lot of "goodism" going on with work and acting as if everything is great when really I am ready to explode. BUT, I know all these things. Why is the pain doing this? I can't even pick up my son. I just read the second book because I thought I could use a refresher. It was a good book and I noticed improvements but then, BOOM, after about a week of improvements, I wake up and the bastard is shooting down my leg, lower right back and I am ready to snap. I feel so stupid because I have been telling everyone I know about TMS and any time I hear someone with a back issue, I am right there to tell them about this. Meanwhile, I am canceling meetings and date nights with my wife and needing help with my son because I can't chase after him. What did I forget? Why can't I knock this out like I did years ago? I actually bought healing back pain again, for like the 20th time so I can re-read the original again in hopes that I am missing something. Mind Body Prescription seemed like the same stuff, but I am desperate. I do remember getting a lot of help on this forum 3 years ago so I wanted to try this as well. Any advice? Thank you so much!