... your best bet might just be to keep listening to Dr. Sarno's books, over and over. TMS healing happens in deeper and older portions of the brain such as the basal ganglia and midbrain, where the unconscious resides. It takes a long time for these parts of the brain to adapt, which is why repetition is so important.
Dr. Sarno captures this in Healing Back Pain with the following quote:
The last lines of a poem by Edna St. Vincent Millay illustrate the reason why the pain doesn’t disappear quickly:
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
If we substitute the words “subconscious mind” for “heart” the point will be clear. The conscious mind is swift; it can grasp and accept things quickly. The subconscious is slow, deliberate, not quick to accept new ideas and change, which is no doubt a very good thing. Were it not so, humans would be very unstable animals. However, at times like these, when we want things to change quickly, we are impatient with the lumbering subconscious.