KevinB
Well known member
Great reading for today's SEP success story. Although I don't suffer from RSI, I identify all over the place with this story, especially how taking an honest look at the past shows that TMS has been there for a long time. In fact, today I journaled on how I had a nasty right arm break from skateboarding when I was 14, which required surgery, hospitalization, PT, heavy drugs, etc, for some time. Now that was a legit injury, I had a compound fracture, broke both bones - but what I can see from that experience is the fear, guilt, and anger that I "learned", and returns anytime I've hurt myself since then.... what's more, looking back over the past 25+ years, I can honestly say there has been some sort of physical thing going on at any given moment. Some were real, I was a rough kid, but much of it seems to be TMS. Often I'd have one body part in pain, only to move somewhere else. Hell, just this morning I noticed my left shoulder started to hurt a bit - my back is beginning to feel better, I've had little issue EVER with my shoulder, coincidence? I don't think so. I'm beginning to see the patterns. This is helping me really accept the TMS diagnosis. There have been so many times that I've had things pop up over NO reason, or at least be very exaggerated.
That's it for now. Thanks for reading.
Kevin
That's it for now. Thanks for reading.
Kevin