Life has become impossible for me to navigate. My symptoms since 2007 have intensified. Walking is more painful than I could ever imagine. Pain keeps me awake all night. I have seen Dr. Sarno twice, once in 1999, and had a full recovery. Relapsed I 2007-8 and am ready to quit. I have read anything I can get my hands on. Practiced writing ,meditation and psychological therapy for the last 5 years. Desperate and consumed by unrelenting pain I have gone for physical therapy, taken meds,had epidural injections and gone for acupuncture. Of course none worked. I knew this would happen but desperate people do desperate things. I am not a new member. I was involved with TMS help since 2007. This is the first post here.