I can't help it - right now I'm very afraid of the pain and feel that my situation is quite hopeless... It goes up and down. Some days I truly believe in TMS. Other days I believe, like my doctor, that my nervous system has become oversensitive. Can this be a way of explaining TMS? My whole life situation is challenging. I'm 34 years old and single. I long for having children and finding true love, but it doesn't seem to happen. I moved back to my small home town when my öast relationship ended 1 year ago. I don't have any friends here. I spend a lot of time with my parents, which just makes me more aware of how empty my social life is. I'm on a sick leave because if the pain that I've had for three years now. My hope is that if my life situation would get better the pain would also decrease, but it's hard to keep that hope up. It's just a big life crisis and I get so afraid of what my life will turn out to be sometimes. Was this it? I guess I just need some support.