So I used tms techniques to heal my carpal tunnel pain about 6 months ago. since then I've tried to apply tms healing to my daily dizziness, tiredness, headaches that have existed for 8+ years. I was working with Georgie Oldfield, finally getting the hang of it, no headaches for 6 weeks, and then a magical 2 weeks of minimal tiredness, dizziness etc. This week I started a new job - and BAM. Migraine, dizzy, exhausted, vision problems, itching, sore throat, itchy scalp, stabbing pains in my legs and arms and my carpal tunnel pain is back. The thing is, I don't even feel that stressed about this job. The office is great, people are lovely and I'm already getting the hang of it. There is a lot of pressure because it's a sales role and I'm establishing a new division focusing on a new potential client-base. Am I actually really stressed underneath? And my symptoms are a distraction? I can't seem to feel that even when I journal. All I care about is the symptoms again. I'm so disappointed in myself, and I know that is part of the problem. But I have tasted freedom now, even if I wasn't completely better, I was about 75% better which is great. But my stupid brain is telling me that was some kind of coincidence, and putting me off doing the tms work saying it won't work for me... actually while writing this I have really connected for the first time how my own brain stops me from healing by giving me these messages 'journalling wont help, youre too far gone, you will never be normal like everyone else' I am still seeing Georgie Oldfield, I just wanted to share here to get some extra support. My biggest fear right now is my vision, I've had this blurred vision with floaters most of the time for years now, and I am totally scared it's just like this forever now. Eye tests always normal etc. But that's the biggest preoccupation at the moment. I just can't get out of this funk right now where I feel hopeless and stupid for even getting my hopes up. And I'm seriously worried I won't be able to keep this job even though I was at my last place 7 years throughout a ton of symptoms daily.