Recent content by Vasilisa

agree regarding TMS being a daemon... I know a lot of people will jump to say that its not possible- but those members that get one physical accident after another - TMS is operating outside our bodies.....

During 2 Hemmorfhoidoctomies they removed how many hems, which grades and were they internal? All those interventions,surgeries, fissures create scar tissue strictures that narrow anal passage .... people that heal anal fissures are left with tight sphincters and being ignored by doctors -...

Do you have pains DURING BM? My ones are due to scar tissue build up and tight sphincter due to medical injury to anus....also sphicter is so dense and guarding after trauma that its impossible to fit finger inside.... when anus feels like it has no opening and anal pressure is daily issue-...

Hello OkaOka, someone gave you good advice to read Gabor Mate ....but problem with him will be that his cure- being authentic to yourself- would be very vague and confusing .... whats that suppose to mean ? No one teached me that or could give an example of someone who s authentic .

Dear Nancy, thanks for your reaching out! I am going to begin 8th month of my fissures horror... I am managing now to have some discomfort and feeling something off in my anus , during BM there are traumatising pains that are so soul crushing and meaning that fissures and scar tissues are still...

did you experience - anal tightness (like anal stenosis feeling) after your surgery? due to scar tissue overgrowth from removed hems...if yes, how long it took for that anal tightness to get better? thanks

thank you for your reply! I never felt so bad in my life ... the future is killed, and I never feel joy in life !!! this anal prolapse killed my body and mind and soul!!!! I will demand since I am in switzerland- Exit!!!

Hello, I was trying to search on the forum some posts where members would talk about injuries that cause them physical mutilations and it would be for them very hard to accept it. I was injured during medical procedure - anoscopy- with anal fissures...

So I was listening over and over again to this video on C-PTSD and reading Gabor Mate /When body says NO/. Journaling has been liberating and at the same time painful in a way that Ive never experienced before, followed by those sensations: after 2 weeks daily journaling of my past...

Hello, I red your post and it gives me reassurance that anal fissure pain should resolve in time. I am journaling my childhood traumas and facing cruel mother in my memories by protecting little girl. Anal fissure pains started to subside for sometime during the day and then reappear again... I...

Hello Petit bou, Thanks for sharing your story. Anal fissures are so distressing and at such an unfortunate place which is constantly solicited and being harsh reminder ! pain story aside - I find very difficult accept skin flap - bump that formed due to anal fissure - its so mentally...

Dear Andres, I started journaling my pain from narcissistic mother, and listening to Pete Walker , and Gabor Mate podcasts and reading their PDF books! when painful flaches from the past appear - I imagining my grown up self taking defence - its very traumatising cause even when I take in my...

thank you for pointing out this amazing man to me... My boyfriend and ex husband smoke a lot and I am so scared about them getting cancer!!!! I am listening now to him on youtube....

I choose to believe that if Sarno said that it means that those conditions , especially cancer, must be addressed as TMS... people that refuse chemo and radio always mention how they processed all they emotional traumas and adopted new outlook on themselves and their bodies... here...