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Recent content by NIClubber

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    New*My Story*Acne

    My acne is all but 'cured', but my back pain continues. I have made an appointment for January to go and see a TMS specialist, to try to find out what I am doing that could be better. It is nearly six years since I discovered Sarno and his theories, just by accident. I understand that a lot...
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    Not Yet Fixed, But ...

    I believe I have discovered the root cause of my TMS, although as the title of the post states, I have still to go through therapy to discuss it. I have recalled memories from decades ago being told that 'girls only date clever boys'. I believe it was meant to motive me to concentrate on my...
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    New*My Story*Acne

    I had acne for mnay years from when I was 11 up. I still consider that I have acne on some of my body, and I'm nearly 41. I believe my acne started as a reaction to changing from primary school to secondary school and to somewhere I was going to know nobody. Keep at it. I am still...
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    So Much Fear

    The point is that I wasn't overweight .... it certainly wasn't the biggest issue at the time. I was suffering from chronic dizziness at the time and didn't feel able to go out and enjoy myself. She doesn't see how I could feel that she doesn't love me. I actually think the pain is caused by...
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    So Much Fear

    Just having some 'flashbacks' recently. I had remembered running away a couple of times in my teenage years. First time was a Saturday when I was away for a few hours. Second time I was away from Friday morning to Saturday lunchtime. I hadn't gone far, and went back on my own voluntarily. I...
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    Not Safe Enough

    Can't get onto that Website at the moment, but I will try again later. I'm just scaresd that nothing will clear the pain, just like none of my behaviours in childhood ever got my parents attention for more than a few minutes at a time. My mum has recently told me that because of 'The...
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    Not Safe Enough

    I have to find something that will take away the fear of something happening if I do release any of the emotions. I have another EFT session on Saturday, and hopefully that will help, but I will work on Tapping until then. Thanks in advance for any other suggestions.
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    Not Safe Enough

    I have been working through the 'fixes' foir the chronic pain of TMS for a little over three years. I believe it developed in childhood as I was too scared to do and say a lot of how I was feeling. My parents always seemed to be so agressive towards me, for one reason or another. I have been...
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    The Real Repressed Emotion

    I have been journalling for most of the last three years since I discovered Sarno's theories. It has freed up my mind and it is a lot clearer as a result. I think this is why my pain is getting a lot more intense. I am starting to feel more able to do the things that I need to be doing -...
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    The Real Repressed Emotion

    I do see projection. I am really angry at my mum, but for whatever eason I don't feel safe being angry at her, so I pick the next closest thing to her to be angry at ... which in this case is my former best friend as his current circumstances are closest to what I have been through in my life...
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    The Real Repressed Emotion

    Went to a therapy session earlier where the therapist is trying to tell me that the pain is actually caused by being angry at myself, rather than anyone else. Anyone else think this could be right? I'm not sure. I can see anger towards my former best friend, who is being treated horribly by his...
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