Recent content by Lee222

I I've been connecting to my emotions for 25 years, if you think I'm not ready to get better or not putting the work in, you couldn't be any more wrong. I find feeling emotions exhausting, I was led to believe it would be the opposite It's my only hope of getting better so I'll never give up...

You started off by insulting me, I've had illnesses for 25 years so obviously I'm going to look for help

I honestly don't know, if I find these things stressful, shouldn't the stress last through me and release though?

My symptoms go away if I just chill out at home and do nothing, it's just when I do anything stressful the symptoms come , the stress doesn't pass through me though, it doesn't leave. For example, taking on two jobs made me feel stressed, but that was ten years ago, I still feel that stress...

I've always been polite to therapists but I tend to crash out with stress quite quickly

I work as much as I can but I crash. The problem with dickheads like you is when the therapy doesn't work, you can't seem to accept that, you have a need to blame the patient, you'd be better off accepting it doesn't work for everyone

Maybe that's my root cause, but I don't know how to deal with it, I've tried breathing exercises but I didn't enjoy them The therapists from experience seem to subtly blame me and imply that I'm not ready to get better but I'm not buying that, that's not true

Hobbies, jobs, education, moving house, promotion at work etc, all give me huge symptoms and I cant function, anything stressful really

If I live a full, boring lif, my symptoms ain't too bad, but the second I try and do anything positive my symptoms come on strong, it feels like stress and my body can't handle it

I honestly don't find it hard to feel angry, I don't feel like it's something I need to learn , I suppose anger is good in the right situation, I don't believe I supress, I'm better with anger than most people I know, I just get symptoms when I do too much A lot of therapy seems to focus on...

I've got an appointment to get some meds from the doctor, I'm guessing it'll be fluxetine, I hate them but I can't function without them, I've done loads of tms type therapies, I guess I'll start looking for another one , what else can you do?

I spent years, learning to cry, feel fear, feel anger, I honestly regret it, nothing positive came from it. I don't think i put pressure on me, I can avoid symptoms if I lead a stress free boring life, but the second I step out of that, the symptoms come and it's game over for me really

I don't really speak to myself, I just get symptoms when I do anything challenging or show any ambitions, I would love life but my symptoms when I have any sort of stress are so extreme that it's impossible to function. Life is a slog because I get symptoms when I do anything productive, if It...

For me my symptoms just come when I do anything ambitious. A new job, promotion at work, college course, a new challenging hobby, working two jobs etc Those are literally the only times I get symptoms. I find life boring, but the second I step out of that boredom, the symptoms come, my body...