Recent content by laperson

Thank you Lenor, Walt and Dahlia, I'm reading through your comments and letting them fully sink in :)

I've been writing in my blog and man I'm so nervous all of the thoughts that I have swimming in my head just drive me nutz. It's all fear based with my back and I keep getting tired I know no one can do this but me with help of others pointing the way. To realize all this is on my shoulders too...

Listening now thanks Herbie

Great thanks, I'm continuing with the program on day 8 now beerbuds

Hi Herby the audio is not working?

Hi Walt, Thank you for the response it helped reading it and also helped me with restoring my faith a bit. My faith sure has been slipping and man am I a worry wort :/ I do believe in Christ and sometimes just say it is Gods will not mine but I still try to push on and he will guide me and my...

I've been doing the daily schedule for 6 days now and my pain rises and lowers in intervals. I am nervous and want this pain to just go away, I'm very discouraged because I have always had some form of anxiety/depression and feel like since I have these problems I am not strong enough to keep...

Hi Walt, Thanks for the direction! I will check out some of those sequences and see what happens. Well still continuing with telling myself it is psychological and not physical, pain is still here. It is hard to keep placing it on the subconscious mind, I am trying to reason with it and let it...

Hi Leonor, Thanks for the info I will get started with that, this tms is pretty crazy my tms is so so today I am keeping with the continual meditation that it is all a product of rage in my sub conscience mind. Rage seems to be such a scary word and well I guess I am afraid of anger only...

Hi Alex, I agree my self abuse is well developed it started long ago when I found my ego getting out of control because of some popularity that I found myself receiving. It got me in all sorts of trouble and my head got pretty big then falling from the praise I found myself depressed so I...

Actually my fiance is my best friend and she has been so helpful with all of this. She was similar to me not wanting children and that was ok for us, we did not have a strong desire to be parents. Now that Jacob is here and even threw out the pregnancy I wanted him, we just never planned it...

Actually I am pretty nervous about most things I am a worry wort, I tend to think at any moment the floor is going to fall right out from under me. The first time I can't remember what exactly I was going threw but I know I was stuck in a weird relationship and wanted to escape. Being...

Hi, Just introducing myself and want to say thanks for being here to help! I do believe 100% I have TMS. I have noticed my back pain will be the worst when I am hit with some kind of news I don't know how to handle. I'm sure I will share more of my story on here with others as time goes on, so...