Recent content by Fredric

When was the last time you made a mistake? How did you feel? The last mistake that I remember is two nights ago cutting a divot out of my hair with the hair clipper by mistake. It was behind an ear and not so noticeable. Regardless, I felt mortified and criticized myself harshly, even though...

The last time I talked with my mother was in winter of 1995. I did not expect my parents to be there. I had avoided them for a couple of years. I was at a party for my infant nephew and went outside to get away from her. I think that my older nephew had invited me to come outside with him and...

It's hard to hold on to intuition and to let go of doubt.

Hip pain has been very distracting lately. It was just a spot the size of my finger tip on the left side for months. It would annoy me when I lie down to sleep. Otherwise I wasn't bothered, and I wouldn't hold back from lying on it because it is tms. Hip pain was one of the first tms symptoms...

The feeling themes of the journal writing so far : hurt, helpless rage, exasperation, loneliness.

I really relate.

The pain has let up in the wrist since the last post and has moved to the right calf. My tms fear thoughts say that it's from physical activity. Physicophobia.

My wrist hurt today. I thought that maybe I was caring about the elbow pain less, so needed a different distraction. That looks like tms as described in the literature .

The knee problem was prior to using tms recovery. I wasn't exercising at the time and went to a chiropractor to have it checked, and it went away quickly. So I don't know about using the tms approach for it , but I believe that my problem was emotional.

I had that knee problem "for no reason" (tms). It was harmless but very painful and distracting, just some synovial fluid leaking. It reminds me of another tms equivalent which was the retinopathy I had after a really stressful time passed when I was evacuated after a brush fire and then had a...