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    It's all fear.

    I'm also I tested to ear your story. All my life I had this unconscious fear that is triggered by stressful events, and than it stays for too long. I know the theory, I know what is the problem but I cannot get rid of this childhood fear. It's newly fear of abandonment, of good things end, like...
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    Morning rage...

    Oh, you made me Google the word skunk 🤣🤣 I remember the band skunk anansie, though. Now I know what it means. Sita, do you believe in manifestation? 17 years ago, when I recover from TMS, I read about Joseph Murphy. I understand that if you see yourself as a sick person, or if you believe that...
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    Morning rage...

    It is difficult not to suffer. Life is passing by. It's like a train, it gets the momentum, and is speeding up. This year passed much faster than the previous one. We all know how this ends. I just wish everyone knew what is the purpose of living, why are we here. I feel much better now, I...
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    Morning rage...

    What is causing me stress now are RUTS. I think we are less immune to these RUTs as we age. RUTs creat stres, than stress creates anger. I used to double check if I left something cooking before I leave home. Now, when I double check, I start to develope these physical manifestations of...
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    Morning rage...

    I agree with you. But I still have so many questions. I'm playing the victim persona, because i still don't understand the rules of this game (life). One thing that I don't understand, if we are in this life only to reach peace of mind, why are we born in a physical body? If rage is to let go...
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    Morning rage...

    I love that movie, Contact 🙂. I usually quote that movie, when I say that science is today the new religion. Feduccini, just to add, that I have many Brazilian friends. Most of them aren't happy also with what is happening in Brazil. I just wish our liders really care about their own...
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    Morning rage...

    It makes perfect sense, what you are saying. I remember once talking to a friend that was a great photographer, but stop taking photos, and was disappointed with it, trying to convince him to make a YouTube channel explaining about photography, and then he answered me back, "why bother? They...
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    Morning rage...

    Diana, you are totally right about Grief. Lately I'm having these nightmares, with my ex. Why she is adamant not to come back. After all I did for her. I think it is my brain trying to resolve this conflict. I be been with her for more than 30 years. I feel cheated, disappointed. I invest my...
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    Morning rage...

    Actually your inputs are helping me a lot, and i read all your comments, and all the comments people made to this post. I know you are right, and deep down I trust life. It is just because it is so easy to play the victim, and I know I just whine and whine. It was something I inherited, and...
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    Morning rage...

    I don't know if anyone is really happy, but being appreciated by others is good for your self stem. When I talked about Morrissey I just wanted to say, that when we do something that gives us passion, and in his case a way of living, life is great. But why can't we all be working in something...
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    Morning rage...

    Most of us never achieve their goals in life, while others do. They live unfulfilling life. They hate their jobs. They have to deal with frustration every day. Can you imagine someone like Morrissey, never had a break to proof is value as a singer, poet? He would feel miserable until the rest of...
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    Morning rage...

    The only problem is that I'm not looking for thing that give me rage. Quite de opposite... I know the path is the other way around, that's why I wonder if hermits feel TMS. What mean is that it is impossible for me not to bump into things that maked you angry... For instances, how can you don't...
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    Morning rage...

    Thanks for replying :). The problem is my subconscious frustration, rage, fear. Sometimes I feel like I'm in auto-pilot. Like witnessing something awful. For instances, I cannot witness violence. When I see people fighting I get into panic mode. I think about it weeks and even months. I really...
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    Morning rage...

    I agree with you. I guess it is laziness, procrastination. On one hand, I totally understand what is going on with me, and I just want to share that TMS does all this kind of weird stuff, to you, such as morning irritability/anger, dizziness, head heavyness, brain fog, etc. Because certain...
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    Morning rage...

    For me the problem is that there are hidden forces that work so the 1% continue to rule. Brazil is such a vast a Rich country, yet people have to emigrate?!?!. It doesn't make any sense. On the other hand, people live miserable in countries that live solely on tourism, just look at Mexico. I...
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