Recent content by Buckeye

@tattvamasi my 'anger' was in your condescension toward a forum member who is seeking help. But, you believe what ever it is that makes you feel good. But, part of your post hit the nail on the head. I had been here months ago and found this forum useful. But, if the character has changed to...

so.. i was just watching a video about projecting... and because of that, this is where my head is... but... if you think about it, you (EileenS and Lavender) came along and sort of 'stole' your parents' attention from the older sibling... what if instead of distraction, you turned it around on...

@tattvamasi wrote "Your childhood is over, how can it cause you pain? Obviously it can't." Wow... glad that's settled... now, I can quit that SEP and all the other work I've been struggling with. I'm just too stupid to quit being like I was as a child and quit having an anxiety/fear mindset...

Happy Birthday a day late. :)

I apologize if his video has already been posted. I struggle with remembering my childhood and JP Sears discusses dealing with childhood hurts a lot. This video is about how self destructiveness may be a rejection of nurturing and in the end he takes you through some things to verbalize.

okay, gotit. thanks.

Actually, when I draw detailed drawings, that is the most stress on my wrists because I'm trying to control the fingers in a very finite way. It is far easier for me to pound nails into wood all day than to do detailed drawings. I don't understand the "if it's too heavy to lift, you couldn't...

Go Conor! :-)

Yahooo.... good for you! Glad you are seeing such great improvements!

I started out on manual typewriters and while this statement may be true (about the lack of RSI), it has more to do with the culture and typewriters than any TMS issue. When there were manual typewriters a much lower percentage of the population ever even touched a typewriter at any point in...

Was this inflammation and irritation also in your plantar fascia? Tears are normal and pain from tears are normal. A lot of medications put you at increased risks of tearing. I took an antibiotic that is associated with tears. You have objective (MRI) evidence of a tear. TMS doesn't prevent you...

Yesterday, I had a bit of a break through followed by a huge amount of confusion and a new type of failure. It's had me spinning since then. Then when I read your words "erratic", "unpredictable", "volatile" that rang true. That's how I find people and (in my mind) for good reason. Because they...

@jodib, the MRI should give you a more definitive answer about the condition of soft tissues. XRays/Radiographs are really more useful for skeletal and gross structure problems. Where the MRI can give a better idea of localized swellings and soft tissue issues. Soft tissue injuries do come and...

I perceive sin nature as much like a newborn that has not been socialized. Any newborn is going to be self driven (I want food, I want a dry diaper, etc). Socialization over time teaches the newborn to empathize with others and recognize others have independent selves and those selves have needs...