I have been tms ftee since my last post quite a while ago. The past couple of weeks have been a nightmare relapse. I can't tell my tms to get lost and deal with the extreme anger towards certain family members that suck the life out of me. I hate narcissist's. Having to have a relationship with a narcissistic parent is such a torment. When I was younger straight out of University I joined dad's business, now I am married and trying to separate our financial affairs I can see his manipulation and anger at my leaving. He is doing all he can to make it a difficult and untenable process. His behavior infuriates me, puts me in such bad moods my wife ends up annoyed at me. Life would be a whole lot better if he could respect our boundaries and opinions. This will never happen. Now my tms back pain has a firm grip. Is there anyone else who has gone through something similar? I don't know what to do. I find it hard to find a quiet spot to be alone and process what's happening. I feel having a journal in the house is risky given the words I feel I would write down on paper.