Hi, I wonder if anyone can help me. I suffered from debilitating back pain for 16 years or so which made me suicidal and I had a nervous breakdown. I read Dr Sarno’s books and completely recovered and built a new pain free life. About 3 months ago I was exercising and later that evening experienced back spasms but continued on going to work for a few days but then the pain returned and has been fluctuating- I was nearly better but did some vacuuming and bang I was back to square one again. I have had MRI’s which show usual age related symptoms so nothing sinister. I have been studying my Dr Sarno books and journaling but and this is the but - my brain keeps saying your body is not healed yet this is not TMS and yet it is displaying all of the symptoms. I am wondering why I am having such a hard time accepting TMS this time as I definitely was going through emotional issues at the time. Getting very worn out - can anyone shed some light?