I am still in the learning stage of my TMS journey. I have logically accepted it. It definitely makes sense and the things I have read about it reads like my biography. I guess I am having trouble believing it when I my brain takes over and the logical facts are a mere whisper. It just can’t stand up to the onslaught of emotions and obsessive thoughts. I feel like I have hit a wall. My defense mechanisms are alive and fighting back hard. I want to get into the emotions and that are under all the defense mechanisms, but I can’t seem to get past them. I haven’t had an easy time emotionally and the thought of getting to those emotions and what they will bring is scary. It is out of control. And I have had enough of out of control emotions. But I press on.