Day 32 When I make a mistake, how do I feel?

When I make a mistake, even the slightest, I get extremely angry. My husband finds it somewhat amusing because I fly into a tourettes-like rant that includes references to God when I don't have the slightest belief in one. The anger seems directed at the inanimate objects involved but of course it's really directed at myself. This anger can linger for quite a while. There's usually an implied (sometimes explicit) thought "you stupid shit." It doesn't take much to set this off, it happens often, the last instance was when I broke a growing tip off a squash I was tieing up in the garden.