Video - As a physical therapist, I treat children. They rarely tell me they are in pain even when they have many orthopedic abnormalities. I enjoy watching them grow and progress and it makes me feel really lucky to be part of their life. I disliked treating adults because they had so much pain and so many stresses in their life. It took a long time to convince them that they would get better. I always felt bad when I went home and I worried that I would one day have one of those conditions so I stopped treating adults. This video was wonderful because you can see how people can change their outlook and make improvements, some of them so very quickly. I think it was very uplifting and I strive to change my attitude and focus less on my body and more on doing the things I enjoy. I know that I too am worried that my problems will get worse and I will not be able to walk and enjoy life. That is a bad attitude if I want to get back to my life. Life without TMS - Life without TMS was very good. I was able to do everything without fear and I did not worry about being able to do things. Over the past two years, I have become afraid to do even simple things like take hikes, do grocery shopping, be in crowds, etc. I still do all of these things but I am afraid. I have experienced dizziness, anxiety, palpitations, paresthesias in my legs and feet, as well as sensitivities to some sounds. I am currently recovering from surgery to remove a fibroid and now I am worried about going back to work. I look forward to returning to my old life and dream of running, taking long hikes, etc. without fear.