Hi all It's more than a year now that I try with recovery programs, books, but I think I'm wrong because nothing happened. Can anyone tell me if this happened too? Sometimes I think it is the fault of the surgery and I will not heal anymore because it is not tms, but I'm damaged . How can I know the truth? How can I collect the evidence? I read Alan's program now. I'm getting more confused. I need to know if I' m on the right track but I do not know how to do it.