Hi,
thanks for your quick answer.
No I did not have any trauma or something like this, so TMS or in general psychosomatic is the only option

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Yes I am doing SEP at the moment and I am in psychotherapy since 1 year and 4 months. Since I heard about TMS I recognize a big progress, especially in my psyche. Since I mostly trust in the diagnosis I am able to concentrate on the "real" problems, which are in my mind. Before I heard about TMS, anxiety, impatience, hopelessness and focussing the pain retained me from working with my feelings and emotions.
I will follow your suggestion: step by step increasing the exercise.
Your answer helped extremely. When I am insecure concerning any pain I need someone who supports my TMS diagnosis. I find this support in this forum and I am very grateful that I found it

. The SEP today (Day 15) was also very helpful. It was my first dialogue exercise. Afterwards I felt much better, stronger and convinced.
My brain starts to produce pain symptoms when I think of specific activities.
I learned the following steps to overcome these patterns:
- try to ignore the pain
- focus on your mind
- be calm and in your inner middle to really feel your needs and emotions
- don't push yourself to hard if you are not ready to stand the pain
- do whatever you REALLY would like to do, not what you think you should do
BUT somestimes pain occurs when I do not expect it like the push-up thing. I made 2 times 5 push-ups. That's it. And now there's this heavy pain. But I think this situation shows me that it must be TMS. Because my brain recognizes this little activity and produces enourmes symptoms which do not correlate with the activity.
Do you agree with me?
I think you see how insecure I am sometimes. I am convinced that I am on a good way but it's difficult and costs much energy to overcome the whole thing. The good thing is: I feel how my life quality (independent of any pain) raises because I am mostly in full awareness
Thanks!
Sebastian