Well today the program asked me to talk about a particular person I hide my emotions from. Although I think it would be better if I talk about two people that I hide my emotions from....my parents. There is so much emotion which I hide from them. The pain I feel for the lives which they currently lead. Cause I know that neither of them are happy. I want to tell them how much I love them but it just feels like a slightly weird thing to do? I spend a lot of time with my dad working. We talk about pretty general things. But yea I just want him to know that I love him very much and I want to know more about him. The same applies for my Mum. I hardly ever see her and when I do I feel as if she's trying to shower me in gifts! I don't know I guess I just want to feel a little bit more connected to my parents emotionally as well as having them know that I feel connected to them and that there not just there as a some type of revenue source. Just bought a car so gonna road trip it up to see my mum.