After over a year of going through all the various fixes for TMS and journalling, and speaking to my therapist about my anger at numerous things, I believe I have figured out what I am really angry about. It is 'random' enough to be from my unconscious, and yet does make some sense. It relates to a woman I have known for close to 20 years. When we first knew each other, we had a few things in common (including attempted suicides). She then moved away to a different part of the UK. I have used her name as the basis of most of my passwords on various websites, so that would explain why the pains have got gradually worse over recent months. When I have written the journal about her, and why I am angry, I will write again ..... hopefully in the success stories forum. I will explain more about why I am so angry with her in the success stories.