It gets wearying. My neck pain has subsided for several days, but I just haven't felt well. I know it is psychological. Heartburn and clumsiness and trembling hands difficulty swallowing. I started googling symptoms of Parkinson's and brain tumors. Never a good road to go down. I know these are physical manifestations of emotions. Nevertheless, I have trouble masking it, my goodist self , because it is so embarrassing to stammer, or have audible reflux, or stumble when I get up and I am seeing clients. I have a great deal of difficulty asserting myself with my psycho-pharmacologist. That's one thing. Another think is I have been trying to start a new work initiative (I'm in private practice) and a doc has been helping me get it together, but I'm worried that my ideas are being co-opted. My gut has a feeling of impending dread, my sleep has been restless and I am running out of my sleep medication. My doctor didn't want to allow me to fill it two days early,--two days!--and thouhgt I could tough it out with Benadryl. That sends me into a TMS personality type spiral- he's mad at me! I shouldn't have called! He thinks I am abusing my medication!