I am not sure but October / Nov might be a trigger for me. This post is all over the place! Both hip surgeries were in Nov ( partly planned bc I am off work but pain would start to get unbearable around Sept I think). 1 knee surgery in Nov Gall bladder removed in Nov when I was 19 When I struggled with eating disorder but was getting better seemed to flare up during holidays, I always blamed that on everyone centering holidays around food. 1st sobriety date was Oct 16 Relapsed in Jan of that year and 2nd is Jan 9 I haven't like the time change since high school. Especially low light. My dad doesn't love the time change. Seems like things are always really busy w work and home in September -Oct 1000 year flood in S.C. last Oct was very stressful and I flared adterward when husbands parents came. Our neighbor hood was hit badly. People took 21/2 months to get our new AC duct work done humidity in our house still an issue. The company is VERY frustrating and I don't trust them but they still need to do something with the unit. Lots of paperwork for FEMA, mortgage co. Etc and I had to do it all bc husbands job is too busy and in another county. I also had to consistently meet with the workers due to his job and sometimes was very uncomfortable. They were hit and miss showing up which made me angry. I also felt I was supposed to be grateful bc we didn't lose our home. This Oct hurricane came through- no damage but same week of flood. Had gas leak, husbands parents moved to our state and needed to stay w us. His friends in Florida were thinking of staying but ended up finding somewhere else. Our cat was sick. Refinancing and I had to get all paperwork together again due to husband's job. Need the AC guy to come fix and Intold hubby he was going to have to deal w them this time. They still haven't come to my knowledge. Pisses me off!! Was trying to plan a warm vacation and got shot down for the cost by hub. Wants to go to mountains instead which is NOT warm and sunny. Hurt my feeling but prob pissed me off bc of all of the research I put into it. Marriage stressful right now. Hubby's job way too stressful for him. Our counselor is a flake and is sick at this time of year ALOT. I need to look into some dates on a few things from past to see if they link to same time of year. I know pressure to get a lot done, even if it is positive gets to me.