I am dealing with multiple health challenges as I like to call them now. But, the one that is most painful, that has caused chronic pain since 1989 is Interstitial Cystitis. This has been a very painful year and I can't stop flaring. So, I came to TMS hoping that I can cure this ugly "no cause, no cure" disease. I am willing to accept it is psychological. That has never been a problem for me. So, I was hoping that my relief would come sooner than others. I am clearly all about this can be caused by stress, and my psychological well being. So, here me now, MR. MIND! This is TMS and this is not a disease with no cause or cure! IT IS PSYCHOLOGICAL! I have a Psychological problem! I have been through therapy for years, and there is nothing I haven't journal or spelled out or have been angry about or cried about from my horrible growing up. Teased in school, alcoholic parents, religion etc.... So, why can't I get better???? What am I doing wrong. I don't want to have bladder pain anymore! I don't want to pee every 15 minutes! I want to be able to go places and do things and not be homebound. Well, I have ranted enough. I am angry....yes. I want to be well. YES!!!! Please!!!!