Hey all, The main symptom I'm struggling with is chronic insomnia. I'm at the point where I can hardly move around in my days without feeling like I am going to fall over- which certainly makes staying home and caring for my 17-month-old very difficult. The irony is that I know this symptom is the result of anxiety and fear over not being able to handle the massive change in responsibility becoming a mom brought- But whereas pre-insomnia it was merely a constant worry, it now feels like I am legitimately living out this worry in real-life, because of how incapacitated the insomnia has made me. In other words, it feels like my biggest fear has become my reality. Needless to say, my fear of becoming a totally incapacitated parent due to ongoing sleep deprivation is SO intense, it feels nearly impossible to crawl out of this hole I know I dug for myself . I am wondering how other parents deal with this fear of their symptoms leaving them unable to care for their children?? I AM still taking care of her, I remind myself, but my care involves such bare minimum movement that it terrifies me I'll never sleep / feel normal and capable again. Thank you for reading. I am very appreciative of any and all support right now, as this is the one symptom (imperative) I have not been able to "get out of," and that scares me like no other symptom ever did.