tired and a bit down

was doing not too bad on the sep
then got the flu and because of that a earinfection
now feel tired and down and very discouraged
it's been some time ago that from the moment i woke up I thougt:
"this is never going to change"
"I will be struggling and feeling disabled for the rest of my life because of this footpain"

then got a bit angry about myself for thinking that negative way again
spring is here finally this weekend some good wheater coming : and that I was longing for for months (not a winterfan)
and now I do not feel all that exited about the coming sunshine
just hope my spirit comes back soon
and with that some hope of getting a chance at healing

just needed to complain a bit!

Karina