Life without TMS means 'hope'. It's been 7 years of life altering pain, where I have been in a chronic cycle of despair. Pain forced me to give up the things I love doing. Missing out on those endorphins has made me sad and angry. That sadness fuels my pain. And on and on the cycle goes. There have been countless times where I suspected that stress was causing my pain, but what threw me off was the presence of actual inflammation and physical changes to my body and the confirmation of injuries upon medical imaging. I am at around 75% belief that those injuries are being caused by muscle spasms which are being caused by my mind. Will I have to see a pain reduction to get to 100% certainty? Life without TMS means I can get back to the things I enjoy doing. I will be active again. I will be social. I will be a good role model. I will have my self confidence back. I will be able to work again. I can stop obsessing over my posture, sleep position, supplements, movement. My relationships will improve. I will sleep, have energy, and feel at peace. I can share this treatment with the many people I know who are also in pain. I can help others again. I can enjoy life again and start living rather than just existing. I am excited, let's get this journey started.