Today is the second day and I'm surprised how some emotions I thought I faced can still make me cry and angry. The article to read showed perfectly that my main issue as a person is not being good enough because of my family situation and that this time TMS played it better by using vertigo, dizziness, panic attacks and weak neck that I would have never thought of as being TMS in the first place. Also I discovered how angry I am with life because I think it is unfair and this is coming from the child I was and still am. Another thing that I noticed is how obsessed I became with finding people who went through the same exact thing as I am currently going through. Like I need more proof that this is TMS and I can let go. Letting go, how do you let go? How do you stop fearing what is tomorrow going to bring?