The worst ever a doktor told me is that I never could have children. When I was 15 I had an abortion. My mother told me to ltake it away. At that moment it was the best choice, because our family wasn't that great. My father sexually disturbed, my mother alcohol addicted, my 2 brothers drug addicted. No ,it wasn't a good situation for a child in order to grow up in. But what the doktor told me, that I would never had children again, I never forget. I beleaved it. And because I beleaved it so firmly, I never been pregnant again. I find this very regrettable. I wish I had children. My brother became father for the first time when he was 50. I was jealous. When I became 50 my uterus must removed, because of excessive flow, bleeding. A year after the abortion my backpain started. I thought the reason was that I had overweight lifted, but now I know the real reason. It still hurts. With love, Rozie.