I know that the main self care challenge for me is about stepping off the crazy spinning wheel of productivity and caregiving. At least for a breath or two in the midst of it all. There is another challenge here. Art has been my way of playing since l was a child. I continued making art through my adult life even as I worked as a designer and art director. I quit that work and made a go at making my personal art a career. Well that never really got to a viable income. Instead I slipped into a roll of supporting my husband's work through cooking and gardening. Both things that I have always done for pleasure. The problem is that as my frustration grew with the marketing of art I completely shut down and now make no art at all. Meanwhile gardening and cooking have become driven by production (the spinning wheel). So how do I regain the pleasure, the play in it all?