I'm not doing the program daily, because sometimes it feels like too much. Or, I'm having a low or even non-pain day, and I don't want to do anything to dredge it up! And, honestly, I just feel so confused. I'm 54 years old, so there's lots of stuff, past, present, future - what can it be?? Nothing seems obvious to me. Nothing huge, especially when I read about the really hard stuff many others have endured. I really think I'm 99% there in knowing this is TMS. It's finding the key for me, I guess. I worry that I won't be able to. Thank goodness, there are still 50 days left in the program!!! I am thankful it's here. And so, there's hope! One question - I went to bed pain-free last night. I woke up in the night with quite a bit of pain, and then some in the morning, which has lingered all day. I've gone about my day - walked with my daughter, went to my trainer where I did a full body workout, and she complimented me on how far I've come - but there's this lingering pain.... So, back to the question, why would pain wake me? What's going on psychologically in my sleep?