Today is my 11th day of the program. Unfortunately, even though I am exercising more vigorously, I am in pain, I limp which is most embarrasing and scary for me. My brother, who is a surgeon, when he visited he said I would probably be in a wheelchair in the future. He probably was joking, but it stuck in my mind. I used to move fast, firmly with purpose, not anymore. So, I'm thinking that my pain is not TMS. In fact, after today's exercise session, my other knee is in pain now, although it's mild. I am also feeling anxious and negative thoughts are at an all time high. But hearing of others successes makes me happy albeit a little jealous. I fantasize that one day, me too, will be walking beautifully and running and moving again with joy.