Since my childhood, I have been dreaming to be a soldier. Serving my country and protecting it from outside threats. After my school I joined the Military school in Ontario. Serving my country for almost 10 years. I have been into posted to various places. In that time I have seen many horrible things. As it is all part of my job. I coped it with blocking it all out. But recently we went to this village, a few hours after the militia had left. It was a total distruction I can't go into many details about. It's was so horrible, We did our work, we call the medics did all that necessary for the victims. But when I got home. I couldn't get those images from my mind one in particular. A kid who been mutilated but left alive came back to my mind over and over again. I was very uncomfortable with it. I got short-tempered and screaming at my wife & kids. My world was turning upside down. Then my wife saved my life. She had a friend whose husband had similar issues so she contacted her and got an appointment for me. The doctor diagnosed my issue and told me that I am suffering from PTSD. So he suggests me to be a part of Neurofeedback training. Where he will assigning me for rounds of interviews and training program. I haven't heard about it much? Why you need training why not medication? Does it hurt your mental health again?