Hi, Im new here. Have been reading here a lot but never posted.
I have been reading a lot of tms books and after having severe pain for 3 years, Im after 4 weeks 90% pain freee and out and about doing a lot of the physical thing i couldnt do. And Im so happy!
But Im also on disability because of PTSD after being in 2 car accidents ( 2 times someone has came into my lane and we collided), and my anxiety have been high ever since. Im easily scared of everything, but mostly driving. I do drive, but vintertime is worse because both accidents happend in wintertime. Some lost control of their car and hit me. Every winter Im terrified of driving, and I use a lot of energy thinging about how bad the snowing is, and worrying if its to risky to get out that day. And often i have trouble getting out on appointments and such if the weather is to bad. It makes it hard to be social too bacuse Im living in the countryside with almost no other transportation means.
So my main problems are the anxiety, but the other ting is my slow thinking. I have trouble processing what others are saying fast enough to respond with a sensible answer. And if it involves logic I have even more trouble. Makes me feel stupid so often. And of course I worry of what others are thinking of my IQ! I didnt have this trouble before the accidents. Its a few years since then. I do have hypothyroidsm, It came after the accidents. But Im on medication and dont really think a lot about it anymore. Wodering if the slow thinking is bacause of that. But then again I dont see any other with hypothyroidsm having slow thinking like this.
Thanks!
I have been reading a lot of tms books and after having severe pain for 3 years, Im after 4 weeks 90% pain freee and out and about doing a lot of the physical thing i couldnt do. And Im so happy!
But Im also on disability because of PTSD after being in 2 car accidents ( 2 times someone has came into my lane and we collided), and my anxiety have been high ever since. Im easily scared of everything, but mostly driving. I do drive, but vintertime is worse because both accidents happend in wintertime. Some lost control of their car and hit me. Every winter Im terrified of driving, and I use a lot of energy thinging about how bad the snowing is, and worrying if its to risky to get out that day. And often i have trouble getting out on appointments and such if the weather is to bad. It makes it hard to be social too bacuse Im living in the countryside with almost no other transportation means.
So my main problems are the anxiety, but the other ting is my slow thinking. I have trouble processing what others are saying fast enough to respond with a sensible answer. And if it involves logic I have even more trouble. Makes me feel stupid so often. And of course I worry of what others are thinking of my IQ! I didnt have this trouble before the accidents. Its a few years since then. I do have hypothyroidsm, It came after the accidents. But Im on medication and dont really think a lot about it anymore. Wodering if the slow thinking is bacause of that. But then again I dont see any other with hypothyroidsm having slow thinking like this.
Thanks!