Lately I’m mostly self-critical around job hunting and being unemployed, despite having an advanced degree and having applied for a TON of posted jobs. --Not even one interview in 2+1/2 years. I’m in panic mode because of financial straits, and I tend to turn that inward. I should have done MORE applications… If I’d only focused my education on this instead of that….. (as if I should have known). It has contributed to my feeling stuck, joyless and in pain.