Today had not started well. I had placed a mark on the road of my journey for when I would feel completely better. Today was that day. I am meeting with the local mums and bubs group with my 3 month old I thought I'd have this TMS thing licked. Lesson for today and further more: Strike off timelines and markers. They are not useful. Because other than that I am feeling great in processing some of the old crap coming forth from journalling. Coming closer to the truth of my feelings each day. Here's to no more self abuse through expectations.