It's been 28 days since I've been on this journey. I found it right before my last pain Management appointment. I KNEW as soon as I started reading. I didn't tell my Dr that day because I didn't have enough information. I immediately started tapering off morphine and will be completely off in 4 days and then start Norco. I have built a team. I have a therapist (I'll start Oct 4), I have spoken to my pharmacist who is so helpful. He absolutely supports my cutting morphine ER (unscored of course bc of extended release). He is advising and completely on board. I now need to get my pain Management Dr on my team so I have a safe, successful, & as uncomfortable as possible. I am armed with info my therapist has given me to explain. I'm ready but in pain. So bizarre! My appointment is in 5 hours and my pain is absolutely killing me. I KNOW I have TMS. This is truly the craziest journey I've ever been on! I know what my brain is doing but I still can't do the Reprocessing myself. That's why I have a therapist. The past is so painful, I can't look forward until I stop looking backwards. Every time I look back, almost daily, I have to fight it. I'll go for a jog to remind myself that I'm absolutely fine. Injuries healed years ago. Anyone else experience this?