This is my 4th back attack I've suffered. Possibly the worst. The 2nd one had me cocked over or crawling for 6 months. But I really didn't have much to lose. This one though, I've got to reign it in. I've got a lot to lose. I've been out of work for a little over a month now. I was tired of all the horror stories. So I specifically Googled "back pain success stories." and enter Dr. Sarno. My back pain was gone the next morning. It made so much sense ( I only watched the 20/20 segment.) But here I am, unable to activate my calf at all or sit upright without a severe, and literal, pain in my ass! I've got to reign it in. I can't get that f@$*ing MRI image out of my head. The one showing the big ass bulge. I know that's not it. But, alas, I'm a drooling Pavlov dog. Day one in the bag. "What would your life be like without TMS?" Back on track where it was a month ago.