yes, no doubt, eventually I am aware of my anger, fears, rage, sadness, frustration,... In the past all that "threatening, dangerous, unbearable" emotions were in my unconscious... but now I am very aware of them, sure. Even so, my pain persists! I wonder if the conundrum lies in the (small?) fraction of my rage, fear, anger,... that my brain feels "safe" for my integrity and identity. I suspect I could still be repressing in my unconscious a big proportion of my "bad emotions", despite in an small fraction they have reached my conscious. Very tricky, indeed ! Please send your opinions. I think that's very crucial.