Ok weird question. In Sarno's book he mentioned that some people generate anger just because they are furious inside because they are getting older. I'm 37 and I look young except for a few gray hairs so I skipped journaling about this as I didn't think it would apply to me. He doesn't give many examples about this issue so I practically forgot about it. When journaling today I was painfree when suddenly I got struck with an immense migraine, chest pain, hip/back pain and foot pain all together out of nowhere. It was so sudden, so many symptoms I never have (normally just hip/back pain) and so intense that I reread what I journaled about .. what crossed my mind that moment was that I wasn't 20 years anymore despite looking young and I should ease up my life. Now everytime I think about getting older, getting grey hairs or seeing myself as older I get the same crazy and intense symptoms. Apparently my inner self looks at itself as a young person and can't handle the fact I'm getting older. I find this quite funny as consciously I like the charm and wisdow getting older brings. So yeh this must be completely repressed I still can't really believe it. Anyone have or had the same issue ? Any tips on how I can tackle this ? Because of the severity of the symptoms (everytime the thought just crosses my mind) my inner self must be furious and my ego desperate to protect me from these emotions. Consciously I'm actually looking forward to getting older and more mature but looks my ego is protecting the young image I have of myself or something. Something like an identity or midlife crisis ? Never ever thought I would be facing this issue ..