Yesterday I visite my parents. My mother was humiliated my father like she always do. I was furious. Then I told her to stop and said to her; you are not his mother. I really was angry at her and shouted at her. Later that day I wanted to tell my friend about my biggest fear in life. He just said; 20 cm? Then I became furious again and yelt at him. I threw everything out. Last night I felt if someone just died. I was so unclear in my head. Like I was crying all day and my pain was so bad. TMS excists only to distract my attention from my emotions. Yesterday I threw out a lot of emotions but the pain was coming up. Can anyone tell me what I not see. I am not afraid of showing my emotions. With love, Rozie.