I've just failed at my 3rd attempt to taper off of Cymbalta which I was taking for anxiety. I started taking it in 2006 and I guess I have been one of the lucky ones in that it never made me feel high like benzos or that I had even taken anything. It just made me feel more like myself. I just wanted to see if I could get along without it since I don't like taking drugs of any kind, I don't even like taking aspirin. But this past week I have been so ill and feeling so strange. It has really been scary.
Cymbalta is notorious for being hard to withdraw from so I am not recommending it, but in my case I'm just going to accept that I have to take it for the rest of my life. I still believe anxiety is TMS but I live alone and cannot afford to be so sick from withdrawal that I can't take care of myself. I've read that there can be a protracted withdrawal that can last years and at my age I just can't imagine living that way. Every time I've tried meditating it actually makes me more anxious, and guided imagery doesn't work for me because all the imagining of pleasant surroundings does nothing for me because I know I'm not there if that makes any sense. And some of the people who talk on the recordings make me giggle with the way they sound. God bless everyone who can be helped by these things, I think that is so wonderful and I am envious.