I have been journaling, reading Sarnos and SteveOs book for many months now, but I guess I just need some encouragement. It's so hard for me because I've always been obsessed with posture. My step dad was a chiropractor so it was always instilled in me that our posture determines pretty much everything regarding our health. I try really hard to not let it bother me, to stand, sit and walk however I want but as soon as I feel a twinge, I get scared. My main issue has been my tailbone. I was told that if I could feel it while sitting, that is an indicator I'm not sitting right. So I adjust my posture but it hurts so bad for me to sit "right". It also hurts to sit on my tailbone because I feel it and it causes major pressure pain. So I have just decided not to sit because I'm not sure if the tailbone pressure is tms, since I actually feel the bone. So I have resorted to standing pretty much all day or laying down. Which makes me feel so limited and probably isn't helping my recovery. Now due to the standing, my knees and legs are starting to hurt so much. I am feeling like at 30, I don't have hope for a happy life. I read this forum often but don't post much, it helps me a lot to read, I just don't know how to get over this posture thing. Especially with my tailbone so I can feel free to sit.