Definitely one of the most positive changes or observations was how I always rush to do things and being tense at the same time while giving too much importance to everyday things such us: makeup, being on time, plans going exactly as supposed, not forgetting things etc. I managed to slow down myself and breathe. Not caring too much about mistakes I could do in an "if" world and mistakes I do: learning it is not the end of the world and more importantly: it is not as important as I make it. My job is just a job, people's opinions are just opinions, everyone has their own demons and I have to put myself first. Also, very important, I'm still repressing emotions without realising it and there are issues I have been avoiding even though I talked about them. I even had a dream last night when a very close person to me, but now estranged, told me she wasn't ready to confront me either. Something that I admit very unwillingly: thinking less of myself because I don't find the courage and time to finally finish writing the book that could allow me to live as a writer.