So I am supposed to make a second post today - Who do I hide my feelings from? The answer is almost everyone except my closest family members and they are getting sick of me. But even with them, I would never say, that is too much for me, I can't do it. I have been a person that just keeps giving to others and hiding my own fears and reservations. I don't exactly know what brings me enjoyment anymore. I have spent so many hours giving to family and community and not enriching myself. Sure there is some enrichment in that but I spent way too much time hiding from myself and not thinking about myself. I "did" instead of thinking. When I was stressed, I got busy instead of acknowledging it! Thus I am here today. I am learning!!!