Thanks ezer for your encouragement. I am struggling with CPPS / pudendal neuralgia/ PNE/ chronic non-bacterial prostatitis for nearly 1,5 years. Symptoms of burning Pelvic area and anal sphincter, triggered mostly by sitting, urination, and BM . Also filling urinary obstruction, hesitancy. All this trouble came last year after my wife has been diagnosed with cancer ( she's all right now thanks God ) . I became suddenly insomniac and depressed after that and 3 weeks later when I was driving my taxi I developed a strange burning on my pelvic area. Sitting it's a life changing for me because I am driving a taxi and can't afford to change my job . I am struggling to drive 4-5 hours a day but came back every day home in burning pain and depression. Since I discovered your success story on the internet a light of hope turned in my mind . I had an MRI they found a little nodule 1mm length in my spine but the neurosurgeon said that's highly improbable that can cause any symptoms ( repeated MRI 6 months later with NO any structural modification found ) Also CT scan ( negative) 2 urologist visit, 2 neurologist, psychiatrist, 2 proctologist,Blood and sperm tests ( negative) . I don't have an exact diagnosis like you had before, I am purely abandoned by doctors and been put in the pain clinic waiting list . I am trying to treat it as TMS but I am experiencing a bunch of doubts and concern like : - Being afraid to sit and drive, because after 30min of sitting my burning pain is getting worse and worse ... Even when I see my taxi in the car park makes me feel a tension in my body! Every evening when returning from work being in pain and depression. Need to take 100mg of Tramadol before bed just to be able to sleep. - Afraid to don't make the things worse ( irreversible nerve damage etc ) - Afraid for future ( not being able to take care of my family and child ) in the case that something will happen with my wife. I am not taking any antidepressants but sometimes I just feel I need them. - Afraid that is something wrong with that nodule in my spine despite the neurosurgeon reassurance that there is nothing wrong. If you have any advice for me to cope with the situation please help .