On day 15. Taking a break. So much has been stirred up, I need time to release so many old beliefs about myself. I mean to really release that stuck energy from my body. And to do it with heart and self love and compassion is very new to me and I need to be really tender with that. For a while I need to take a break from journaling just to catch up with all I journaled about let alone all the other things that have been coming up because I've opened myself up for any past events to come to consciousness. So many events and people and now feelings that I hadn't thought about in years. I need time. Still very much wanting pain relief from this relentless, moving around, debilitating pain. And I still have fear and doubts along with the persistence to keep on the mind body healing path. Will wait to complete day 15 when I feel ready and will still journal in my separate personal journal. How are you? To Whoever reads this.