I am struggling with pudendal neuralgia / pne now Tms for a good while. I never been diagnosed with that but my symptoms of burning pain while sitting in telling my mind thats structural . Since last December I am trying TMS approach . I need an advice from you guys : In the morning when I am very anxious I became obsessed for internet reassurance. I have read it every bloody corner of the internet. I know every user on every bloody forum . I am hyper obsessed of searching and searching again. The worse mistake I did is searching in that freaky pundendalhope forum before. Despite I put my self a ban on that forum the damage was already done. I still have in my mind peoples who never got better. But now I am spending hours and hours every day just reding the same succes stories on this forum. I became basically addicted. I am driving a taxi and when I feel pain my brain is looking for reassurance. Then start to searching again. I don't know how to stop this ! I find reading the selection of success stories give me a big relief but in the other hand I am damaging my brain . I am leaving in my own world of pain and internet searching. I am feeling I want to breake this cycle but seems very hard. Anyone of you experience the same problem pls give me advice pls !