I’m been thinking about repressed feelings and I think I maybe have figured something out. I think I’m having a case of “Now what?” In terms of the “ideal American child”, I’ve done everything my family wanted me to do. I’ve done everything they said would bring me happiness. I’ve been restless and I haven’t been able to figure out why. I think I might have. My entire life, literally my entire life, has been spent trying to achieve goals: Get on the varsity team Get a degree Get a house Get a guy Get a career etc… So now I have all these things and I’m like, “Well, hell, I’m only 30. Now what?” The easy answer is “get married and start a family”, but we are both career oriented people so it’s only kind of on our radar, not a priority one thing. I certainly don’t want to do it just because its the, “next step”. I’m not one for the easy way out. I'm not sure if that's the right path for me. Maybe, maybe not. Its very strange, after such a long hard push to get here, that now that I’m here, I don’t know what to do. I’m not complaining. I have a good life, but I just kind of don’t know what’s next. Anyone else been through this?